如果要让我活。。让我又希望的活。。

如果要让我活
让我又希望的活
right now..
the only only only way can let me feel better..
is talk wit her..
i feel tats relax on the moment..
why?
i donno..

and the only thing cheer me up always..
no matter wat kind of thing happen on me..
tat is..
when i think i m stay in "Our UNDERGROUND"
( * LeeKee knew tat * )

why dis month my money gone so fas wei..
omg..
where the money going ahh..
such a big joke..
actually i donno where the money going..
the money like gone wit unknowing..
==

well..
now i still donno..
do i go buy the camera..
>.<

wednesday only c how lu^^


** DADDY HAPPY FATHER DAY

唔开心。。

不开心..
好像少掉了什么..
不喜欢这种感觉..超不喜欢..

"突然好想你..你会在哪里..过的快乐或委屈.."

好想睡下去..不要醒先..先睡个四五天..
因为我什么也不想去理..
我好想休息..
我真的很累..
真的很累..

我好想那件事发生..
可是..1+0..怎么可能等于2..
我真的很累了..

这条路到底要怎么走..
左和右..
你走哪里?
我又走哪里？

我要走向哪里..
哪里才是对的..
我不想用时间来证明..
因为我真的输不起了..
未来的路..
我只能赢..

你明白吗？

那个在我心灵深处的人..
又熟悉..又陌生..

是我最熟悉的陌生人..

": 真係好掛住你啊~~

好久没有blog了咯..
今天开始会每天blog了吧..
feel来了..
我现在真的真係好掛住某人啊~~
haiz..
闭眼睛..关眼睛..
都是某人哦..
开心好呢..
不开心好呢..
一半一半吧..

今天才跟gao讲..
只有gao知道吧..
肯定不会有第四个知道..
某人好像失踪了..
不见了..

最近一直听一首歌..
"突然好想你..你会在哪里??? "
真係好掛住你啊~~

lok 你也明白我在讲谁hor?
真的真的..
>.<

现在我只想做三件事..
1. 她站在我面前..
2. 做perfect one hand stall..
3. 千万美金名人

三个愿望不贪心吧..

第二个快点实现我就很开心了~

>.<

我也要iohone啦！！！

haiz..
真的是同人不同命吖..
今天我表弟生日..生日礼物是iphone32G..
我朋友的生日..她家人送macbook..
有的是limited edition的鞋..
有的是车..
有的是电脑..
有的是出国玩..


赫赫..
我吖..
我快忘记生日是有礼物收这件事了咯..

除了羡慕还是羡慕..
羡慕!!! 羡慕!!! 羡慕!!!

可是有什么办法..
自己家没有钱..
haiz..

我的鞋..
我的衣..
我的电话..
我的itouch..
什么鬼都是自己赚钱买的..

我也是想收礼物吖..
可是重来都没有我的份..

没办法咯..
只可以自任自己命苦咯..

it been so long..

刚刚打给妈妈..
她在外面..
最近她都在忙美容的工作..
应该吧..
我也不是很清楚..

她这几天都没打给我呐..
忙吧??
不知怎么了..

突然觉得..
距离好像疏远了..

感觉生疏了 :(

就几天而已..

Study like hell..

so long nvr come blog liao..
since 2day i will continue to step here again everyday >.<
dis few week i suffering on my study..
revision..
revision..
revision..
>.<

2moro i going to face the Mr.Exam..
wanna battle wit him..
although i donno wat kind of skill (exam question) he use on 2moro..
but i can sure..he will smoke by me..es

wack man Mr.Exam..

my exam until next thursday..
after tat den i will go back to jb..
yes !!!!!

all guys..wish me^^

see you guys at jb..
my lovely hometown n brother^^

if can back to the PAST..

if our life..can have a playback mode..
it's so good..
recently something happen..
seriously i reli donno wat kind of thing been plug inside adult's mind..
why dey always think the younger always did something wrong..
it cant be a true or good thing?
wat kind of suck mind~

i m at my hometown rite now..
so long i nvr step on my blog..
lack of time?
the connection line was no stable?
or should say i m LAZY..

now i only hope time can move fas..
even faster..
i m hate n feel meaningless for the recently life..
and the enviroment tat i staying rite now at pj..
like a prison..
NO..
should be worst than prison..
tat is HELL..

if can back to the PAST..
i will pay for it~

2hour class..

2day i have only 2hours java class..
not javachips oo^^
quite similar like the c++ la..
but the coding be longer n harder..
when the class finish..
n i walk out..
n i saw a person look like Fenella..
^^
i still thinking..
itiz her..
^^
end up..
i sms her..
n i knw tat's her..
lenglui la..
but look like no energy..
tired for the wholeday classes?
mayb..

kays la..
don shout on u next time..
i call u next time by the ghostly mode..
Fenella~~~~~~~~

arena nite~

“三个男人的背后。。

有两个在拍照的女人。。”

*********************************

arena nite..

the time wit fren..

ENJOY-ing..

RELAXI-ing..

HAPPY-ing..

wish the time will be pause right now..

当晚的点点滴滴。。

只有我们五个才真正知道。。

真正能体会到。。

有时在想。。

朋友之间到底是怎么link在一起。。

往往就是这股力量。。

把大家永永远远的连在一起。。

那是一股某名的力量。。

✖朋友之间的扶持。。

✖朋友之间共度开心的时光。。

✖就算剩下两个人。。也要把其他撑起来。。

不遗弃其中一个。。

就算剩下一个。。也会是一样。。

我很记得当晚某人说的一句话。。

“再sry。。我就打你。。”

i wan to tell that 2 person..

thx alot..

"the sky is falling down~~~~~"

but these 5 people will hold it 2gather & forever"

hey..next time wan cabana or arena??zouk can?^^

expect to it..

Look on the window..

i sit on the chair and look on the window..

ntg to do right now..

juz thinking about who can hang out wit me..

so boring man..

tat day i juz bought a new shoes..

blue blue de shoes..

so nice de shoes ya..

small blue~~~~

hehe..

but i think dis is the last one i buy in 2009..

:(

if no my sis will scold me lu..

hehe..

Sit on the sofa now..

now i sitting on the sofa at my home lo..

my lovely home..

so warm man..

since tat matter..

i'm not dare to think about it..

now i only wan to dance and relax first..

tat thing i don wan to remind or to do it first..

even i knw..

someone will make it diff and make me regret..

but i decide don wan to do anything right now..

i think mayb i will regret about the decision..

but i have no choice..

*******************************************

last nite..

i hang out wit yongxiang and my cutie teacher yongwei^^

after yumcha..

we go suncity for Dota-iNg..

have a fun match der..

so hapi laSt nite..

********************************************

my lovely sis..

fas weekend pls..

we go gai gai^^

so miz u all..

muacks..

ANGRY NOW !!!! FUK !!!!

at first..i say happy birthday to huiting..

becoz i knw..

the end of this blog..

i'm no mood to wish u d..

wish u lengleng and hapi forever..

*********************************************

FUK..

WHO R U?

I M RELI ANGRY NOW..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

FUK..

2day should b hapi..

juz buy a new sneaker..

but my mood let some FUCKER BEAT DOWN..

FUK..

FUK..

if tat FUCKER in front me now..

i sure..

i swear..

he will be on the way to HOSPITAL..

FUK..

so long nvr so "DULAN ADI"..

movie also no mood to watch..

after i saw it..

FUK..

i going to slp one..

now how to slp..

totally under "KILLER" mode now..

dis afternoon i juz watched "NINJA"..

in tat FUCKER in front me..

end up he will to be like the end of the story..

------CHOP THE HEAD------

FUK..

i m reli so tired d..

but i m angry + tired + energtic right now..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

FUK..

anyone can chat wit me now???

i nid a pair of ear right now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if no i reli going to be crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUK..

FUK..

FUK..

FUK..

FUK..

FUK..

FUK..

FUK..

好像..应该吧..

天堂左拐..我们右转?

错!!!

我走中间..

我要走出我自己的路 !!!

***********************************************

刚看完了Bobby的blog..

Dingggggg..

看了他所写的..

每一行..

每一句..

感受到他每一个字的意思..

Bobby你说的很对..

我因你的话..

而产生共鸣..

agree about what u say..

Bobby..jiayou..

Don't think too much..

Just what we want to do..

This is our culture..

NO RULE..

THX U..

TraiN? aLone?

traiNing alOne..

i juz find out..

actually alot ppl look down on me..

.

.

.

huh?

the one m i talking..

not others..

tat is u..

who r the one i m talking abt..

he will knw it.

when he saw dis post..

no nid to argue..

u ask urself..

whether u r look down on me?

ya i knw..

i m poor..

i m skillless..

i m nt the one who u all expect me to join..

i knw about it..

watever u do..

u think can beats me down?

u r wrong..

u don think i m the one who no hav father to protect..

den u try to bully me?

u r definitely wrong..

watever u do..

tat only will make me strong..

my move will show it to u..

"Dont try to look down on me..i will beats u down - Mr Bruce Lee"

rEx i rmb u told me last time..

"a daNcer will be aloNe..b4 u to be famous.."

now i even more understand about it..

alone?so wat?

i caN..

My movE will let u kNw..

u r thE wrong oNe..

nO poiNt to joiN u more..

i cAn be aloNe..

wHy not?

wAt u saY..all iN my miNd..

✖learn bboy culture, the knowledge, history..do u knw why bboy respect by other?

✖ focus for practice..

✖ perfect in one foudation first..

✖more practice..gamblers practice 8 hours for one day..do u think u enuf practice?

✖injured?!! practice la diu !!! bboy wat !!!

✖livE in the musiC..kill the beatS..

✖impact !!!!! are u fooling on floor?or bboying?

✖create ur own style ! not only do foundation ! ( like eddie head swipe when do footwork )

✖CYPHER !!!!!!!

Follow all..

Create ur owN style..

Kill the beats..

Training at nite~

i juz came back from Fellest's studio..

tat is a studio which at damansara..

omGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..

like a "many many many STAR" studio..

amazing~~~

training der wit..

hannsen..

zero..

harry..

leekee..

leo..

roger..

enjoy the time..

juz rch home..

erm..

do some revision first..

erm..i think i wont slp first..

seriously..

abit tired d..

goodnite all..

sweetdream^^

Crocs~~~

the main door~

all shop still not yet open~

今天我第一天在这里做工..

我到了..其他人都还没到..

好迟噢..

小小间的店..

好挤噢~~

WTF..MY EYE GETTING WORST..

RM263.10 zzz..wtf!!!

Cham la !!!

my eye getting worst..

worst than ytd..

inside my eye got one thing like muscle..

it becomes bigger and think..

make my eye "zhong"..

fuck la..

so exp la..

doctor medical check nie RM150..

pharmacy only RM100++

omg..

no wonder doctor so rich~~

juz now i ask doctor..

my eye like dis..

i still can dance?

will be blind?

she say..

better don dance..

she say better only..

mean i still can dance..

she say wont get blind..

becoz she saving and helping me now..

zzzz..

下雨天。。

下雨天了怎么办我好想你。。

我真的好想你。。

眼睛好痛。。

肿了起来。。

看东西都有两个影子。。

刚刚在studio我已经很勉强在跳舞了。。

看东西都很辛苦。。

可是看到eddie教到很用心。。

所以我没停。。

看到他一直很用心教。。

所以我一直试。。

这几天我感觉到突然又有进步。。

thx eddie eric and leo..

especially leo..

he kept taught me how to do all the step..

leo reli a very good person..

he teach me all the thing and din keep as secret..

leo thx nia..

虽然眼睛很辛苦。。

可是我不会停下来。。

明天6点起来练。。

信leo的。。

if no breaking..better kill me..

WTF..RM130??

antibiotic and eyedrops~~

i juz cam back from the damansara specialist hospital..

becoz my cousin accidently "cucuk" my eye wit his finger..

cause my eye red red..

omg..

like a vampire now..

so cool rite??

zzz..

maybe become a vampire..

kneespin or airtrack can become 100rounds =.=

well..

tat juz a small matter..

the most most most terrible one is..

tat few bottle eye drops..

and a simple medical check..

tat cost RM130..

wtf..

omg..

tat kind terrible price is for human?

luckily is uncle pay for me..zzz..

juz now i suggest my uncle got 7-11 to buy a normal eyedrops for me..

but he donwan..

well..

maybe the damansara specialist hospital's eyedrop..

more powerful gua..

ok..

i think my eye juz a small matter..

i still can break..

omg..

my knee injured again..

haiz..

but i still will spin it..

^^

nitenite all..