So warm man~
















刚才我舅母他们全家出去..
去gaigai吧..
去了很久一下..
当时我一个人在家..
好闷噢..
整间家只有我一个人..

11点多他们回来了..
我表弟跑进来..
拿了一包东西给我..
他讲是他买的..
他讲是"糯米鸡"..
我打开来看..
因为我在读书..
懒惰去拿筷子..
我又把糯米鸡抱回去..
等下才吃..
表弟看到了..
快快跑去拿筷子给我..

之后我就吃咯..
好香~
顿时间好温暖..
虽然是一个小小的糯米鸡..
真的很足够了~~

生日..会快乐吗??

















以前的生日..都蛮快乐的..
爸爸总都会在11号11点多..
就抢先跟我庆祝..
就算没有礼物..
也会给我个红包..
就算爸爸当时没有钱..
也会跟我说生日快乐..
因为他要是第一个跟我庆祝生日..
已近好几年没庆祝了..
就算没有庆祝..没有礼物..
爸爸他一句生日快乐..
已经很足够了..
可是今年还会有人..
抢先跟我说生日快乐吗??
应该没有吧..
今年开始..
"生日快乐"..这句话..
我已经不配了..

还记得..
以前生日..爸爸送过我很多东西..
ps2..gameboy..bag..鞋子..
以后我再也不可能收到爸爸的礼物了..
再也不可能了..
爸..我真的很不开心..
为什么你没把我一起带走??

我知道小舅帮了我很多..
还供我读书..
可是..
我要的东西是任何人给不到我的..
我也相信..
他们不会记得我生日..
妈妈有时都会忘记..
但总是只有爸爸会记得..
爸..
今年我生日..
你在哪里???

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今天我打电话给阿婆..
我跟他讲我梦到爸爸..
我一边将电话..一边哭..
我真的很难过..
因为我再也看不到爸爸了..
我跟阿婆讲了很久..
我也哭了很久..
朋友看到我都不敢跟我说话..
爸..我真的很想你..
我真的很不开心..

<<寂寞里..一片蛋糕..一根蜡烛..一缕黑暗的烛光..我的生日..>>

好远好远..you are not alone..but i am..




















究竟我还在等什么??
等着无可实现的梦??
还是痴痴地等待着??
you are not alone..
but i am..

好烦啊..今年发生了很多事..
从那件事开始..不好的事就一直发生..
天到底想怎样??
想把我打跨是吗?
可是我天生命硬..
我一定跟你斗到底..
我一定胜天!!!
想当年费长房敢骂天三声..
我李嘉宏有什么不敢!!!
你要跟我斗..我一定跟你斗到底..

最近也发生了很多事..
之前爸爸去世..
一代巨星舞王Michael Jackson的离去..
还有她的冷漠..
这些都像一把剑..一下一下地往我身上割..
现在让我感到最痛的还是哪支"冷剑"..

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一代舞王michael jackson的离去..
真是舞蹈节最大最大的损失..
不管他经历什么事..
他舞王的形象永永远远都在我们的心中..
他的moonwalk轰动一时..
也留下了刻骨铭心的一页..
他的舞步..
跳出了他自己..
也跳出了我们..

一代舞王michael jackson..
you are not alone..you always in our heart..
your dance..your moonwalk..
our respect..our appreciate..


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这几天都有下雨..
可是..最近都是泪水打湿我的鞋..
不只是她的事..还有我想到我爸爸..

昨晚我梦见爸爸..
我们一家人在很像云顶的地方..
爸爸叫我跟弟弟去走走..
因为爸爸要跟妈妈去走走..
然后我们就去走走咯..
我跟弟弟走走下就回去找他们..
梦里面很像云顶的theme park..
可是爸爸说他只可以陪我们多两天..
之后他就要走了..
在梦里我是亲眼看着爸爸走的..
我想把爸爸拉回来可是我做不到..
看着某个想船的东西把爸爸带走..
是法船吗??
当爸爸要走时..
我拼命喊..
一直到打开周围的人..
可是我好像被定着了..
完全动不到..
我什么也做不到..
要是我能把爸爸拉回来有多好..
可是我太没用了..
什么也做不到..

之后我就被吓醒了..
好后悔好后悔..

MY DREAM SHOES




















dis green shoes is my dream shoes..
hope can wear it to dance..
omg..
damn syok ~~~
very style one dis shoes~~
the backside is like painted..
green match wit the yellow..
dis shoes have a wild and beast style..

LET WEAR IT!!!
LET KILL TO THE BEATS!!!
LET FEEL THE FLOOR!!!

but now no money buy d..
puma u wait me..
i will own u one day..
hope the day will come as soon as posible..
somebuddy gift me la..
den i no nid wait d..
eeeeeeee..

wait me..
My Dream Shoes!!!

我好累~~~

我刚刚看了某个东西..
看了后就有一股冲动要写blog..
为了什么??
做个记录??
给自己一个向前冲的目标??
我自己都不知道..
就只是一股冲动..

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人言为信..
有几个人能真的做到??
就算我做得到..
我怎能奢求其他人做到这一点..
多我来说..
说过的话..就一定要做到..
更何况是约定..
这是一份承诺..
这是一份诺言..
当你需下那一份承诺..那一份诺言时..
你就必须要经全力去完成它..
不管是大事还是小事..
不管未来怎样..
不管你和我是什么关系..
承诺就是承诺..
承诺只能被实践..
而不是打破..
那些说承诺是要被打破的人..
你不配许下承诺..
因为你已经颠倒承诺的真谛..
违背了承诺的道理..

做每件事都要对得起自己..
不管对方在不在乎..
也要去完成..
因为承诺是自己许下的..

不是吗???

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昨天跟chris去打snooker..
最近我们都一直在一起..
他人很好..
一直都很帮我..
很像大哥酱..
不管是在assignment 还是功课..
他都很尽力的帮我..
甚至为了教我..
然后迟去找他的女朋友..
chris不像有些人..
他把他知道的都告诉我..教我..
不像有些人..
知道说不知道..
会有不要教..
怕别人超越你一样..
有必要吗??

幸好还有chris那样好的人..
可是在这年头..
酱好的人..
有几个??

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" 你的冷漠..冻结了我的心..
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳.. "


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First time..

2day i did something..
tat is the first time i did it in my life..
unbelieve i will do dis kind thing..

2day is saturday..
i wake up early in the morning..
den i went out d..
i drive to few place..
becoz i wanna to find something..

i go few places today oo..

-Taman Universiti Jusco
-Bukit Indah Jusco
-Angsana
-Danga City Mall
-City Square
-Terbau jusco
-Pelangi

7places oo..
hehe..
oneday i go so many places..

i muz get it today..
becoz i going back to pj 2moro..
so..
hehe..

thx god let me find it at pelangi coldstorage..
the 7th place..
itiz mean LUCKY SEVEN ?

hehe..seven is my lucky number..
but hor..
i find 7 places only find it..
itiz still consider lucky?
hehe^^

nvm la..
at least..
i find it..

for me..
tat is worth..
but i hope she will like it..
and hope tat is suitable for her..
i think tat one quite nice and healthy la..
MADE IN USA one..
sure no bad one de..

now 12/07/2009 02.11am d..
still got 12hours..
i nid going back to pj d..

if ppl ask me..
"why u went back to jb dis weekend?"
i think the answer is..
becoz "E10 , E11"
i think only one person will understand the answer..

the one..
the only one..
the only one will knw it..
the one one person is..

.
.
.
.
.
.
....tat is a secret~~

To sG99 brother~

today in our sG99..got one fella birthday..
i remind again..i forgot ur birthday which date d..reli forgot d..
reli reli reli forgot d..
but i only rmb at 12.00am 1 JULY 2009..
send an "essay" which is about i wanna say happy birthday to u..
ok la..

LIM DAI HOWE..HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

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how long we b brother d??
hehe..seriously i donno..few years d gua..
but the relationship between we dis 10 brothers..
damn strengthen one..keras macam stainless steel..
no matter where we are..
no matter wat we do..
no matter how long we din meet..
our heart will be connected all the time..
something like a meysterio power to stick we up..

we dis 10 brother can be together..
becoz FATE..
this let us can stick together..
since a stranger to be a brother..
in dis journey..
not only sweet and happy..
between us..happen so much war b4..
alot of challenge and problem happen on us..
but at last..
all problem or obstacle..
will be settle and let us stick somemore..

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either one of us meet the problem..
dis gang brother will stick up..
no nid call dem one by one..
at the right time..
at the correct moment..
dey will appear gang by gang automatically..
not one by one..
no matter can help the one to solve the problem or not..
even cant..only can by the side giving the support..
tat is enuf..
at least..
we wont let either one of us falling down..

4month ago..my dad passed away d..
at the first sec..i heard about dis..
seriously..
i donno how to do..
u all knw wat m i doing at the moment??
" i pick up the phone..i call dahao.."
i donno why la..
dis action i done it automatically..
juz like a comman sense..
although he din answer my phone..
at least..i still can call him..
at least..let me knw..i m not alone at that time..

i din inform other brother..
tat not mean i din take serious to other brother..
at that time..my brain getting blank d..
wat can i do?
wat should i do?
tat is truth?
or juz a stupid joke?
i donno..
becoz i still at pj..
at 07.00am i only can flight back jb..

12.00am til 07.00am..dis 7hours..
going so slow..
even a sec like a year..
even 10years..
i kept waiting the pin of clock move to 07.00pm..
fuck..the time slow like shit..
slower than the time in exam..
wat can i do?
i can do nothing..

although i din inform all brother one by one..
but dey will msg me one by one..
becoz i knw dahao will do it for me..
when he wake up..
he call me immedietly d..
at tat time..
i feel not so stress..
becoz got one person share my pain..

BROTHER THX..

last time u at my home..
u all saw me still can laughing..
still can chit-chat wit u all..
actually my heart bleeding..
but i cant show it out..
becoz my mum will affect by me..
i getting no choice..
the only way i can do..
tat is kept chat wit u all..
at least..
my mum no nid worry about me at tat time..

BROTHER THX U ALL..
at tat time u all accompany me til 03.00am everynite..
even i knw u all so tired d..
even 2moro mui nid to go work..
even dahao nid to sch..
even other and other..
but u all still sit at der..
u all are the last one to go back..

reli thx u all..BROTHER..

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BY sG99 ThE[aNimaL]