~^ My BuenoS AireS ^~

如果要让我活。。让我又希望的活。。

2010-06-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

如果要让我活
让我又希望的活
right now..
the only only only way can let me feel better..
is talk wit her..
i feel tats relax on the moment..
why?
i donno..

and the only thing cheer me up always..
no matter wat kind of thing happen on me..
tat is..
when i think i m stay in "Our UNDERGROUND"
( * LeeKee knew tat * )

why dis month my money gone so fas wei..
omg..
where the money going ahh..
such a big joke..
actually i donno where the money going..
the money like gone wit unknowing..
==

well..
now i still donno..
do i go buy the camera..
>.<

wednesday only c how lu^^

** DADDY HAPPY FATHER DAY

唔开心。。

2010-06-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

不开心..
好像少掉了什么..
不喜欢这种感觉..超不喜欢..

"突然好想你..你会在哪里..过的快乐或委屈.."

好想睡下去..不要醒先..先睡个四五天..
因为我什么也不想去理..
我好想休息..
我真的很累..
真的很累..

我好想那件事发生..
可是..1+0..怎么可能等于2..
我真的很累了..

这条路到底要怎么走..
左和右..
你走哪里?
我又走哪里？

我要走向哪里..
哪里才是对的..
我不想用时间来证明..
因为我真的输不起了..
未来的路..
我只能赢..

你明白吗？

那个在我心灵深处的人..
又熟悉..又陌生..

是我最熟悉的陌生人..

": 真係好掛住你啊~~

2010-06-17T20:21:00.002+08:00

好久没有blog了咯..
今天开始会每天blog了吧..
feel来了..
我现在真的真係好掛住某人啊~~
haiz..
闭眼睛..关眼睛..
都是某人哦..
开心好呢..
不开心好呢..
一半一半吧..

今天才跟gao讲..
只有gao知道吧..
肯定不会有第四个知道..
某人好像失踪了..
不见了..

最近一直听一首歌..
"突然好想你..你会在哪里??? "
真係好掛住你啊~~

lok 你也明白我在讲谁hor?
真的真的..
>.<

现在我只想做三件事..
1. 她站在我面前..
2. 做perfect one hand stall..
3. 千万美金名人

三个愿望不贪心吧..

第二个快点实现我就很开心了~

>.<

我也要iohone啦！！！

2010-04-20T19:07:00.002+08:00

haiz..
真的是同人不同命吖..
今天我表弟生日..生日礼物是iphone32G..
我朋友的生日..她家人送macbook..
有的是limited edition的鞋..
有的是车..
有的是电脑..
有的是出国玩..

赫赫..
我吖..
我快忘记生日是有礼物收这件事了咯..

除了羡慕还是羡慕..
羡慕!!! 羡慕!!! 羡慕!!!

可是有什么办法..
自己家没有钱..
haiz..

我的鞋..
我的衣..
我的电话..
我的itouch..
什么鬼都是自己赚钱买的..

我也是想收礼物吖..
可是重来都没有我的份..

没办法咯..
只可以自任自己命苦咯..

it been so long..

2010-04-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

刚刚打给妈妈..
她在外面..
最近她都在忙美容的工作..
应该吧..
我也不是很清楚..

她这几天都没打给我呐..
忙吧??
不知怎么了..

突然觉得..
距离好像疏远了..

感觉生疏了 :(

就几天而已..

Study like hell..

2010-04-16T16:43:00.002+08:00

so long nvr come blog liao..
since 2day i will continue to step here again everyday >.<
dis few week i suffering on my study..
revision..
revision..
revision..
>.<

2moro i going to face the Mr.Exam..
wanna battle wit him..
although i donno wat kind of skill (exam question) he use on 2moro..
but i can sure..he will smoke by me..es

wack man Mr.Exam..

my exam until next thursday..
after tat den i will go back to jb..
yes !!!!!

all guys..wish me^^

see you guys at jb..
my lovely hometown n brother^^

if can back to the PAST..

2010-03-12T11:57:00.002+08:00

if our life..can have a playback mode..
it's so good..
recently something happen..
seriously i reli donno wat kind of thing been plug inside adult's mind..
why dey always think the younger always did something wrong..
it cant be a true or good thing?
wat kind of suck mind~

i m at my hometown rite now..
so long i nvr step on my blog..
lack of time?
the connection line was no stable?
or should say i m LAZY..

now i only hope time can move fas..
even faster..
i m hate n feel meaningless for the recently life..
and the enviroment tat i staying rite now at pj..
like a prison..
NO..
should be worst than prison..
tat is HELL..

if can back to the PAST..
i will pay for it~

2hour class..

2010-01-12T17:43:00.002+08:00

2day i have only 2hours java class..
not javachips oo^^
quite similar like the c++ la..
but the coding be longer n harder..
when the class finish..
n i walk out..
n i saw a person look like Fenella..
^^
i still thinking..
itiz her..
^^
end up..
i sms her..
n i knw tat's her..
lenglui la..
but look like no energy..
tired for the wholeday classes?
mayb..

kays la..
don shout on u next time..
i call u next time by the ghostly mode..
Fenella~~~~~~~~

arena nite~

2010-01-03T02:05:00.005+08:00

“三个男人的背后。。

有两个在拍照的女人。。”

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arena nite..

the time wit fren..

ENJOY-ing..

RELAXI-ing..

HAPPY-ing..

wish the time will be pause right now..

当晚的点点滴滴。。

只有我们五个才真正知道。。

真正能体会到。。

有时在想。。

朋友之间到底是怎么link在一起。。

往往就是这股力量。。

把大家永永远远的连在一起。。

那是一股某名的力量。。

✖朋友之间的扶持。。

✖朋友之间共度开心的时光。。

✖就算剩下两个人。。也要把其他撑起来。。

不遗弃其中一个。。

就算剩下一个。。也会是一样。。

我很记得当晚某人说的一句话。。

“再sry。。我就打你。。”

i wan to tell that 2 person..

thx alot..

"the sky is falling down~~~~~"

but these 5 people will hold it 2gather & forever"

hey..next time wan cabana or arena??zouk can?^^

expect to it..

Look on the window..

2009-11-19T13:04:00.002+08:00

i sit on the chair and look on the window..

ntg to do right now..

juz thinking about who can hang out wit me..

so boring man..

tat day i juz bought a new shoes..

blue blue de shoes..

so nice de shoes ya..

small blue~~~~

hehe..

but i think dis is the last one i buy in 2009..

if no my sis will scold me lu..

hehe..

Sit on the sofa now..

2009-11-10T13:04:00.002+08:00

now i sitting on the sofa at my home lo..

my lovely home..

so warm man..

since tat matter..

i'm not dare to think about it..

now i only wan to dance and relax first..

tat thing i don wan to remind or to do it first..

even i knw..

someone will make it diff and make me regret..

but i decide don wan to do anything right now..

i think mayb i will regret about the decision..

but i have no choice..

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last nite..

i hang out wit yongxiang and my cutie teacher yongwei^^

after yumcha..

we go suncity for Dota-iNg..

have a fun match der..

so hapi laSt nite..

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my lovely sis..

fas weekend pls..

we go gai gai^^

so miz u all..

muacks..

ANGRY NOW !!!! FUK !!!!

2009-11-07T02:39:00.002+08:00

at first..i say happy birthday to huiting..

becoz i knw..

the end of this blog..

i'm no mood to wish u d..

wish u lengleng and hapi forever..

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FUK..

WHO R U?

I M RELI ANGRY NOW..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

FUK..

2day should b hapi..

juz buy a new sneaker..

but my mood let some FUCKER BEAT DOWN..

FUK..

if tat FUCKER in front me now..

i sure..

i swear..

he will be on the way to HOSPITAL..

FUK..

so long nvr so "DULAN ADI"..

movie also no mood to watch..

after i saw it..

FUK..

i going to slp one..

now how to slp..

totally under "KILLER" mode now..

dis afternoon i juz watched "NINJA"..

in tat FUCKER in front me..

end up he will to be like the end of the story..

------CHOP THE HEAD------

FUK..

i m reli so tired d..

but i m angry + tired + energtic right now..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

FUK..

anyone can chat wit me now???

i nid a pair of ear right now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if no i reli going to be crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUK..

好像..应该吧..

2009-10-13T19:36:00.003+08:00

天堂左拐..我们右转?

错!!!

我走中间..

我要走出我自己的路 !!!

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刚看完了Bobby的blog..

Dingggggg..

看了他所写的..

每一行..

每一句..

感受到他每一个字的意思..

Bobby你说的很对..

我因你的话..

而产生共鸣..

agree about what u say..

Bobby..jiayou..

Don't think too much..

Just what we want to do..

This is our culture..

NO RULE..

THX U..

TraiN? aLone?

2009-10-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

traiNing alOne..

i juz find out..

actually alot ppl look down on me..

huh?

the one m i talking..

not others..

tat is u..

who r the one i m talking abt..

he will knw it.

when he saw dis post..

no nid to argue..

u ask urself..

whether u r look down on me?

ya i knw..

i m poor..

i m skillless..

i m nt the one who u all expect me to join..

i knw about it..

watever u do..

u think can beats me down?

u r wrong..

u don think i m the one who no hav father to protect..

den u try to bully me?

u r definitely wrong..

watever u do..

tat only will make me strong..

my move will show it to u..

"Dont try to look down on me..i will beats u down - Mr Bruce Lee"

rEx i rmb u told me last time..

"a daNcer will be aloNe..b4 u to be famous.."

now i even more understand about it..

alone?so wat?

i caN..

My movE will let u kNw..

u r thE wrong oNe..

nO poiNt to joiN u more..

i cAn be aloNe..

wHy not?

wAt u saY..all iN my miNd..

2009-10-02T09:52:00.006+08:00

✖learn bboy culture, the knowledge, history..do u knw why bboy respect by other?

✖ focus for practice..

✖ perfect in one foudation first..

✖more practice..gamblers practice 8 hours for one day..do u think u enuf practice?

✖injured?!! practice la diu !!! bboy wat !!!

✖livE in the musiC..kill the beatS..

✖impact !!!!! are u fooling on floor?or bboying?

✖create ur own style ! not only do foundation ! ( like eddie head swipe when do footwork )

✖CYPHER !!!!!!!

Follow all..

Create ur owN style..

Kill the beats..

Training at nite~

2009-09-30T01:27:00.002+08:00

i juz came back from Fellest's studio..

tat is a studio which at damansara..

omGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..

like a "many many many STAR" studio..

amazing~~~

training der wit..

hannsen..

zero..

harry..

leekee..

leo..

roger..

enjoy the time..

juz rch home..

erm..

do some revision first..

erm..i think i wont slp first..

seriously..

abit tired d..

goodnite all..

sweetdream^^

Crocs~~~

2009-09-21T08:37:00.003+08:00

the main door~

all shop still not yet open~

今天我第一天在这里做工..

我到了..其他人都还没到..

好迟噢..

小小间的店..

好挤噢~~

WTF..MY EYE GETTING WORST..

2009-09-18T17:44:00.003+08:00

RM263.10 zzz..wtf!!!

Cham la !!!

my eye getting worst..

worst than ytd..

inside my eye got one thing like muscle..

it becomes bigger and think..

make my eye "zhong"..

fuck la..

so exp la..

doctor medical check nie RM150..

pharmacy only RM100++

omg..

no wonder doctor so rich~~

juz now i ask doctor..

my eye like dis..

i still can dance?

will be blind?

she say..

better don dance..

she say better only..

mean i still can dance..

she say wont get blind..

becoz she saving and helping me now..

zzzz..

下雨天。。

2009-09-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你。。

我真的好想你。。

眼睛好痛。。

肿了起来。。

看东西都有两个影子。。

刚刚在studio我已经很勉强在跳舞了。。

看东西都很辛苦。。

可是看到eddie教到很用心。。

所以我没停。。

看到他一直很用心教。。

所以我一直试。。

这几天我感觉到突然又有进步。。

thx eddie eric and leo..

especially leo..

he kept taught me how to do all the step..

leo reli a very good person..

he teach me all the thing and din keep as secret..

leo thx nia..

虽然眼睛很辛苦。。

可是我不会停下来。。

明天6点起来练。。

信leo的。。

if no breaking..better kill me..

WTF..RM130??

2009-09-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

antibiotic and eyedrops~~

i juz cam back from the damansara specialist hospital..

becoz my cousin accidently "cucuk" my eye wit his finger..

cause my eye red red..

omg..

like a vampire now..

so cool rite??

zzz..

maybe become a vampire..

kneespin or airtrack can become 100rounds =.=

well..

tat juz a small matter..

the most most most terrible one is..

tat few bottle eye drops..

and a simple medical check..

tat cost RM130..

wtf..

omg..

tat kind terrible price is for human?

luckily is uncle pay for me..zzz..

juz now i suggest my uncle got 7-11 to buy a normal eyedrops for me..

but he donwan..

well..

maybe the damansara specialist hospital's eyedrop..

more powerful gua..

ok..

i think my eye juz a small matter..

i still can break..

omg..

my knee injured again..

haiz..

but i still will spin it..

nitenite all..

DING !!!

2009-09-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

今天LEO跟我讲了点东西..
"FOCUS","PRACTICE"..
LEO 如果你有workshop..
我第一个去!!!
你讲到很明白..
可能你说着跟我一样的语言吧..
可能你以前也经历过..
所以你懂要怎样练..
你说的..真的明白很多..
谢啦!!!!!!

BREAKING IS MY LIFE..
BBOY FOREVER..

Liar !!!

2009-09-13T15:21:00.002+08:00

Liar i hate u !!!

still wan find the stupid excuse for urself !!!

hate!!!

get lost !!!

oNly the floor can be trust !!!

i wont trust other anymore!!!

wtf !!!

say sorry for wat?

only for ur stupid excuse!!!

Omg..so nicE japanesE food..

2009-09-13T14:23:00.006+08:00

i went to starhill lastnite..

i saw drift crew..omg..so nice car^^

nice ya~

oo??

feel like pyramid~

so nice table set~

the wall design so nice~

teapot~

i take alot sushi der..omg so nice~

yummy~

so delicious~

baskin robbin ice cream oo~~

after dinner..only left the chopstick on the table~

so nice dinner..

i want having it again at the coming der~

ngak ngak~

1st day of BATTLEGROUND

2009-09-07T02:29:00.007+08:00

today is first day of the battle ground..

street nation got 2team join the competition..

famous strike and cartoon network..

both of dem had a perfect show..

*** CLAP FOR DEM ***

Famous all the best jiayou^^

the judges (Marcus Tucker, Bobby, Zerohavoc, Boojae Fadzil )

bobby yeah^^

bboy wat u pointed oo?

erm???tired oo?

Sit good good ahh^^

ayumi^^ yeah~~

seven & maan~~

u 2 again^^

eddie~~

Famous strike~

now waiting their next show on 27 Sep..

expect to it..

Famous jiayou!!! all the best!!!

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after Battle ground we go walking around in pyramid..

den we having steamboard for our dinner..

we meet alex der also hehe..

omg..tat chicken wing so nice mea..

all aunty fight to get it..

so terrible..

but parry fight to get it and he get alot..

zzzz..

thx him la..

if no..i no chicken wing eat^^

now 3am d..so tired..

good nite all^^

So full..

2009-09-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

Oh..so full now~

juz came back from studio..

tired tired tired..

2moro got class d lu..

haiz..nid to wake up early again..

after class go studio..ngak ngak^^

happy happy^^

juz drink a bottle milk..

so full now..yummy..

good nite all^^

At taylor business sch now~

2009-09-01T13:50:00.001+08:00

At taylor business sch now..
wit cai hong..
she email-ing now..
den i fb-ing beside her..
wahahahaha..
juz now morning i jz go enroll for new sem..
dis sem only got 2 sub..
relax?stress?
short sems only hav seven weeks..
omg..
after that nid to battle wit "MR FINAL EXAM" again..
haha..
after dis i going to street nation..
2weeks din go der d..
miz miz der..
^^

later going ask maan abt the shoes^^
itiz i got something forgot to do??
recently so blur nia^^
wei rainbow remind me all the time la..
if no i forgot dis forgot tat..
hehe^^

Holiday..

2009-08-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

juz finish the exam..

tat mean my holiday coming..

2moro is the 1st day of my holiday..

the coming week..

i nid to go my aunty office..

she let me go learn and practice in her office..

she let me folo him to work and learn thing with him..

but only one week la..

becoz i got 2weeks holiday..

another one week..

i wan go back jb hehe^^

jiawen reserve me for snooker d~~~

wong chia wen u wait me~~

2moro i think i bring all book go..

and my laptop..

go my aunty office facebook and kept ask him thing..

my aunty say he is a kind and good person..

he will explain all to me..

so..

i wont let the chance gone^^

muahahahahaha..

donno wat will happen 2moro nia..

so expect to it..

becoz dis is the first time..

i try the "office life"

itiz enjoy?

or all ppl only waiting the time gone?

hehe..

one week..

gone fas~~

hope 2moro will be a best and happy day~~

The last hour of my birthday..

2009-08-12T23:09:00.004+08:00

after dinner..

i go back my room for study..

kept study..

bite the book..

hold the book..

sayang the book..

getting to crash the book d..

wtf..

wat kind of question will been the final exam paper??

i reli donno..

how to aim the question..

some question in test d..

but the chapter still cover in the guidelines..

omg..

the question will same wit the test?

only Mr Victor knw it..

i study quite long time..

den i getting madness d..

den i go take a bath..

when i wanna go in the bathroom..

i saw aunty making the "red egg"..

i knw she make for me d..

becoz 2day my birthday..

den i go bath lu..

after bath i saw on the table..

got one box..

"SECRET RECIPE"..

tat is a cake..

haha..

so touch lu..

now 09.30pm++ ..

uncle still go out buy the cake for me..

still got one plate tomyam chicken..

so nice la..

so touch..

dis year got ppl celebrate for me d..

last time only my dad will planning whole the party for me..

dad..dis year where are u?

itiz u by myside juz now??

dad u saw the cheese cake ma..

u got try it..very nice rite??

juz now tat candle..

i using ur lighter to make it flame..

dad..thx u..

u always be the " light " in my life..

no matter how long..

no matter when..

no matter where..

no matter rain..

no matter how..

i knw dad by my side..

DAD I LOVE U..

i will kept the lighter forever..

when i hold tat..

like u be wit me..

thx u dad..

i love u..

DAD..tat cheese cake reli nice rite?xp

My Birthday

2009-08-12T11:27:00.007+08:00

i having a warm warm birthday becoz my brothers gv me alot blessing and care.. lim gv me a long long essay.. mao gv me a cute cute msg.. bao gv me alot kiss.. garrick gv me warm warm msg.. zifan mui mmy gv me blessing.. oi fat..where u got d ..less u la..zzzz.. be dad liao ..jiayou for u.. my birthday wish is hope our brothers relationship can good more day by day.. although we damn good now..but still no enuf.. more more more more.. no matter wat happen. no matter how old we r.. no matter we r gather or not.. no matter where we r at the coming day.. maybe some one oversea..or wat.. BROTHER FOREVER .. we r brother..tat is a truth cant be change.. who try make it be change.. animal will take action to bite tat ppl.. who no trust can try~~~~ zzzz.. meet dis gang brother reli damn lucky la.. lucky than get the jackpot.. get jackpot hapi la.. but the money will finish one day.. but brother diff.. becoz..if no enuf money can take wit dem...LOL.. jk la.. tat is becoz..watever brother gv me.. cant be equal to money.. sometimes wat dahao promise or he talk to me.. make me feel peace and be relax.. i knw he wont let me fall down.. he be a dailou lai dis.. mou dak deng d.. he send me a msg last nite.. he told me.. if got anything juz gv him a call..u will gv u support and help u.. i will be wit u always.. so warm man..haha.. THX ALL BROTHER.. u all let me feel i wont beat down by anything.. becoz u all will back up for me..thx brother.. and i hope H1N1 fas fas gone..too many ppls pass away d.. haiz..H1N1 u fas get lost la..no ppl like u..bb..u better fas go..if no i bite u.. i wan thx my besta sister also.. roumin kowa huiting..thx u all.. thx sis blessing on me.. now i knw not only brother de heart is linked lu.. sister de also lu..last nite me and roumin only say dao kowa.. den kowa msn come d.. haha.. huiting i m waiting ur present lea...present fas come haha.. MY BESTA SISTER I LOVE U..LOVE U LOVE U..

muacks muacks..

although nobody celebrate my birthday for me..

but..

MY BROTHER and MY Besta SISTER..

and my fren..

u all warm my hearts d..

thx..

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Joanne^^

thx ur birthday wish last nite also..

12.00am..ur one damn accurate~~~

thx u oo..

u don wake up at the midnite..

for study ur addmath la..

no good de hmm?

if u be tired u cant focus on the question..

and u will make urself be tired at the next day..

it will worst nia..

so..u muz slp at nite hmm?

when the next day u come from sch..

only study for it..

addmath not tat kind hard also..

u try to understand it..

should b okay de..

waiting u come back from sch oo..

i will at the msn all the time..

hehe..

i go study for 2moro subject also oo..

next week ur exam also..

let jiayou 2gather lu^^

after exam we go gai gai^^

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THX ALL..I HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

AT LEAST IT DIN BE..

“生日快乐。。我对自己说~~~~~

蜡烛点了。。寂寞亮了~~~~~”

So warm man~

2009-07-30T23:30:00.004+08:00

刚才我舅母他们全家出去..
去gaigai吧..
去了很久一下..
当时我一个人在家..
好闷噢..
整间家只有我一个人..

11点多他们回来了..
我表弟跑进来..
拿了一包东西给我..
他讲是他买的..
他讲是"糯米鸡"..
我打开来看..
因为我在读书..
懒惰去拿筷子..
我又把糯米鸡抱回去..
等下才吃..
表弟看到了..
快快跑去拿筷子给我..

之后我就吃咯..
好香~
顿时间好温暖..
虽然是一个小小的糯米鸡..
真的很足够了~~

生日..会快乐吗??

2009-07-28T21:08:00.005+08:00

以前的生日..都蛮快乐的..
爸爸总都会在11号11点多..
就抢先跟我庆祝..
就算没有礼物..
也会给我个红包..
就算爸爸当时没有钱..
也会跟我说生日快乐..
因为他要是第一个跟我庆祝生日..
已近好几年没庆祝了..
就算没有庆祝..没有礼物..
爸爸他一句生日快乐..
已经很足够了..
可是今年还会有人..
抢先跟我说生日快乐吗??
应该没有吧..
今年开始..
"生日快乐"..这句话..
我已经不配了..

还记得..
以前生日..爸爸送过我很多东西..
ps2..gameboy..bag..鞋子..
以后我再也不可能收到爸爸的礼物了..
再也不可能了..
爸..我真的很不开心..
为什么你没把我一起带走??

我知道小舅帮了我很多..
还供我读书..
可是..
我要的东西是任何人给不到我的..
我也相信..
他们不会记得我生日..
妈妈有时都会忘记..
但总是只有爸爸会记得..
爸..
今年我生日..
你在哪里???

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今天我打电话给阿婆..
我跟他讲我梦到爸爸..
我一边将电话..一边哭..
我真的很难过..
因为我再也看不到爸爸了..
我跟阿婆讲了很久..
我也哭了很久..
朋友看到我都不敢跟我说话..
爸..我真的很想你..
我真的很不开心..

<<寂寞里..一片蛋糕..一根蜡烛..一缕黑暗的烛光..我的生日..>>

好远好远..you are not alone..but i am..

2009-07-25T10:25:00.005+08:00

究竟我还在等什么??
等着无可实现的梦??
还是痴痴地等待着??
you are not alone..
but i am..

好烦啊..今年发生了很多事..
从那件事开始..不好的事就一直发生..
天到底想怎样??
想把我打跨是吗?
可是我天生命硬..
我一定跟你斗到底..
我一定胜天!!!
想当年费长房敢骂天三声..
我李嘉宏有什么不敢!!!
你要跟我斗..我一定跟你斗到底..

最近也发生了很多事..
之前爸爸去世..
一代巨星舞王Michael Jackson的离去..
还有她的冷漠..
这些都像一把剑..一下一下地往我身上割..
现在让我感到最痛的还是哪支"冷剑"..

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一代舞王michael jackson的离去..
真是舞蹈节最大最大的损失..
不管他经历什么事..
他舞王的形象永永远远都在我们的心中..
他的moonwalk轰动一时..
也留下了刻骨铭心的一页..
他的舞步..
跳出了他自己..
也跳出了我们..

一代舞王michael jackson..
you are not alone..you always in our heart..
your dance..your moonwalk..
our respect..our appreciate..

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这几天都有下雨..
可是..最近都是泪水打湿我的鞋..
不只是她的事..还有我想到我爸爸..

昨晚我梦见爸爸..
我们一家人在很像云顶的地方..
爸爸叫我跟弟弟去走走..
因为爸爸要跟妈妈去走走..
然后我们就去走走咯..
我跟弟弟走走下就回去找他们..
梦里面很像云顶的theme park..
可是爸爸说他只可以陪我们多两天..
之后他就要走了..
在梦里我是亲眼看着爸爸走的..
我想把爸爸拉回来可是我做不到..
看着某个想船的东西把爸爸带走..
是法船吗??
当爸爸要走时..
我拼命喊..
一直到打开周围的人..
可是我好像被定着了..
完全动不到..
我什么也做不到..
要是我能把爸爸拉回来有多好..
可是我太没用了..
什么也做不到..

之后我就被吓醒了..
好后悔好后悔..

MY DREAM SHOES

2009-07-22T23:12:00.004+08:00

dis green shoes is my dream shoes..
hope can wear it to dance..
omg..
damn syok ~~~
very style one dis shoes~~
the backside is like painted..
green match wit the yellow..
dis shoes have a wild and beast style..

LET WEAR IT!!!
LET KILL TO THE BEATS!!!
LET FEEL THE FLOOR!!!

but now no money buy d..
puma u wait me..
i will own u one day..
hope the day will come as soon as posible..
somebuddy gift me la..
den i no nid wait d..
eeeeeeee..

wait me..
My Dream Shoes!!!

我好累~~~

2009-07-21T11:50:00.003+08:00

我刚刚看了某个东西..
看了后就有一股冲动要写blog..
为了什么??
做个记录??
给自己一个向前冲的目标??
我自己都不知道..
就只是一股冲动..

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人言为信..
有几个人能真的做到??
就算我做得到..
我怎能奢求其他人做到这一点..
多我来说..
说过的话..就一定要做到..
更何况是约定..
这是一份承诺..
这是一份诺言..
当你需下那一份承诺..那一份诺言时..
你就必须要经全力去完成它..
不管是大事还是小事..
不管未来怎样..
不管你和我是什么关系..
承诺就是承诺..
承诺只能被实践..
而不是打破..
那些说承诺是要被打破的人..
你不配许下承诺..
因为你已经颠倒承诺的真谛..
违背了承诺的道理..

做每件事都要对得起自己..
不管对方在不在乎..
也要去完成..
因为承诺是自己许下的..

不是吗???

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昨天跟chris去打snooker..
最近我们都一直在一起..
他人很好..
一直都很帮我..
很像大哥酱..
不管是在assignment 还是功课..
他都很尽力的帮我..
甚至为了教我..
然后迟去找他的女朋友..
chris不像有些人..
他把他知道的都告诉我..教我..
不像有些人..
知道说不知道..
会有不要教..
怕别人超越你一样..
有必要吗??

幸好还有chris那样好的人..
可是在这年头..
酱好的人..
有几个??

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" 你的冷漠..冻结了我的心..
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳.. "

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First time..

2009-07-12T02:00:00.002+08:00

2day i did something..
tat is the first time i did it in my life..
unbelieve i will do dis kind thing..

2day is saturday..
i wake up early in the morning..
den i went out d..
i drive to few place..
becoz i wanna to find something..

i go few places today oo..

-Taman Universiti Jusco
-Bukit Indah Jusco
-Angsana
-Danga City Mall
-City Square
-Terbau jusco
-Pelangi

7places oo..
hehe..
oneday i go so many places..

i muz get it today..
becoz i going back to pj 2moro..
so..
hehe..

thx god let me find it at pelangi coldstorage..
the 7th place..
itiz mean LUCKY SEVEN ?

hehe..seven is my lucky number..
but hor..
i find 7 places only find it..
itiz still consider lucky?
hehe^^

nvm la..
at least..
i find it..

for me..
tat is worth..
but i hope she will like it..
and hope tat is suitable for her..
i think tat one quite nice and healthy la..
MADE IN USA one..
sure no bad one de..

now 12/07/2009 02.11am d..
still got 12hours..
i nid going back to pj d..

if ppl ask me..
"why u went back to jb dis weekend?"
i think the answer is..
becoz "E10 , E11"
i think only one person will understand the answer..

the one..
the only one..
the only one will knw it..
the one one person is..

.
.
.
.
.
.
....tat is a secret~~

To sG99 brother~

2009-07-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

today in our sG99..got one fella birthday..
i remind again..i forgot ur birthday which date d..reli forgot d..
reli reli reli forgot d..
but i only rmb at 12.00am 1 JULY 2009..
send an "essay" which is about i wanna say happy birthday to u..
ok la..

LIM DAI HOWE..HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

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how long we b brother d??
hehe..seriously i donno..few years d gua..
but the relationship between we dis 10 brothers..
damn strengthen one..keras macam stainless steel..
no matter where we are..
no matter wat we do..
no matter how long we din meet..
our heart will be connected all the time..
something like a meysterio power to stick we up..

we dis 10 brother can be together..
becoz FATE..
this let us can stick together..
since a stranger to be a brother..
in dis journey..
not only sweet and happy..
between us..happen so much war b4..
alot of challenge and problem happen on us..
but at last..
all problem or obstacle..
will be settle and let us stick somemore..

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either one of us meet the problem..
dis gang brother will stick up..
no nid call dem one by one..
at the right time..
at the correct moment..
dey will appear gang by gang automatically..
not one by one..
no matter can help the one to solve the problem or not..
even cant..only can by the side giving the support..
tat is enuf..
at least..
we wont let either one of us falling down..

4month ago..my dad passed away d..
at the first sec..i heard about dis..
seriously..
i donno how to do..
u all knw wat m i doing at the moment??
" i pick up the phone..i call dahao.."
i donno why la..
dis action i done it automatically..
juz like a comman sense..
although he din answer my phone..
at least..i still can call him..
at least..let me knw..i m not alone at that time..

i din inform other brother..
tat not mean i din take serious to other brother..
at that time..my brain getting blank d..
wat can i do?
wat should i do?
tat is truth?
or juz a stupid joke?
i donno..
becoz i still at pj..
at 07.00am i only can flight back jb..

12.00am til 07.00am..dis 7hours..
going so slow..
even a sec like a year..
even 10years..
i kept waiting the pin of clock move to 07.00pm..
fuck..the time slow like shit..
slower than the time in exam..
wat can i do?
i can do nothing..

although i din inform all brother one by one..
but dey will msg me one by one..
becoz i knw dahao will do it for me..
when he wake up..
he call me immedietly d..
at tat time..
i feel not so stress..
becoz got one person share my pain..

BROTHER THX..

last time u at my home..
u all saw me still can laughing..
still can chit-chat wit u all..
actually my heart bleeding..
but i cant show it out..
becoz my mum will affect by me..
i getting no choice..
the only way i can do..
tat is kept chat wit u all..
at least..
my mum no nid worry about me at tat time..

BROTHER THX U ALL..
at tat time u all accompany me til 03.00am everynite..
even i knw u all so tired d..
even 2moro mui nid to go work..
even dahao nid to sch..
even other and other..
but u all still sit at der..
u all are the last one to go back..

reli thx u all..BROTHER..

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BY sG99 ThE[aNimaL]

The first day at the Street Nation~

2009-06-18T21:50:00.005+08:00

Street Nation logo~~

Street nation..

the studio~~~

the other side ~

the place i practice the dance~~

today is the first day i going street nation for my dance class..

this will be a best starter point for my dance life..

i din join any studio b4..

so..

street nation is the first one i going to join..

of coz i going for breaking..

the breaking is teach by Eddie who a kind and friendly ppl..

the first lesson we start learn flair d..

omg..i din play powermove b4..

abit cant adapt it..

but i enjoy it..

becoz i knw powermove is the way i wan to go..

tat why..

i will try the best to do it..

but hor..

NOW MY HAND PAIN PAIN LA..

but still ok la..

my hand painful..but i smiling now..

street nation very nice one..

i feel so fresh when i in the studio..

the hifi system no bad..

woo..lets dance~~~~

LETS KILL TO THE BEATS~~~~

Genting Trip Again..

2009-06-06T20:38:00.002+08:00

Friday i juz came back from college..
den my aunt tell me..
later we will going to genting..
she call me fas go bath and eat..
den pack something..
den go genting..

i m stunning d..
suddenly tell me wanna go genting zzz..
den i go pack my bboy staff..
den rush to genting..
we going genting by 2 car..
becoz my aunt's fren folo us to go der..
me and justin rush to eat for dinner..
den we feel hungry nia..
den we buy McDonald lo..hehe..
about 09.00pm we arrive der..
omg..a lot ppl at the lobby..
the queue for check-in..
damn looooonnnnnggggg ahh..
den we waiting about 15mins den we going to the room d..
after tat i bring my cousin go out ply lo..
dey say wan i teach dem ply snooker..
den i bring dem go the snooker centre lo..
OMG..FULLHOUSE !!!
but i waiting 15mins den got table d hehe..

justin pot-ing ball..seem like pro one oo..
nice and correct pose..

hehe..not bad..but nid more practice..

after tat we go eat KFC until 02.00am we going back to our room..
den 02.30am i going out dance awile and meet some bboy..
nice nite~

next week my mum and my bro will come pj..
den we will going to genting AGAIN..zzz..
i think next week we will spend more time at themepare gua..
hehe..hope tat will be a nice trip~

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someone..
i wanna tell u..

"you are the apple of my eye~~~"

Battle Of the Year

2009-05-31T19:58:00.002+08:00

2day i going one utama for watching the Battle Of the Year..
the adverstiment write on the time is start from 12.00pm..
but 3pm sumthing only start..
BOTY start from the 1 on 1 battle..
one of the bboy at der i very 欣赏..
his style very nice..his own style..hehe..
the judge of the BOTY is Gamblers crew Bruce Lee..
OMG..i can see Bboy Bruce Lee at Malaysia..
did i dream?
omg..if can see Bboy Darkness..
den i will mad..becoz he is my idol..hehe..
actually i dono BOTY got the 1 on 1 battle..
if i knw..i will join it..
last time i see the adverstiment..
der only write about the crew battle..haiz..
miss the chance again..
nvm la..i preparing for the next year..
and hope the judge for next year BOTY..
will be Bboy Darkness..hehe^^
at the cuming day..
i will going to join the Street Nation..
i think 2moro i will go ask for the information..
but my fren say..der quite exp..
but my fren, Eddie who a dance teacher..
he ask me to join Street Nation..
he say if i go join der..
der will be the place tat can fullfill my dream..
so 2moro i will go ask for the information..
although the fee is exp..
but..DON CARE D..
becoz for my WAY OF THE DANCE..
hehe..
2moro got morning class..wtf..haiz..
den class until 12.00pm..
after tat i can go Street Nation^^

野獸之瞳

2009-05-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

On the way to SG..but not sG99^^

那天跟妈妈去新加坡时跑去拍得..
几久没去了也..幸好还记得路..哈哈..
我们这的管卡不是很好咯..
美是蛮美啦..可是没冷气..
新加坡的比较好..有冷气..呵呵..
可是马来西亚的不错了啦..
还能见人..
我去新加坡时..有点不管咯..
因为是用新币..
可是我还是有买东西..
我跟我妈妈去银行开户口..
因为要拿我爸爸的公积金..
跑上跑下..
幸好..银行跟公积金局是在同一栋大厦..
不然我就GG了..呵呵..

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ღ♡❤ 野獸之瞳 ❤♡ღ

我的cue盒..呵呵..

这个cue盒..跟我心目中的cue盒还有一段距离..呵呵..
不过这支cue我就超喜欢..
我起来很有feel..真是如虎添翼..

我这支是omin climax..
我在kl看..要RM1200也..
重量和长度都刚刚好..
买cue不只是要选牌子..
我觉得最重要还是手感..
尤其是握起来很顺心 (am sham sui )

我这支omin climax的木纹很不错..
我很喜欢..还有青青色..陪上黑檀木的颜色..
真的很适合The aNimaL的形象..呵呵..

BROTHER..我这支cue叫 ღ♡❤ 野獸之瞳 ❤♡ღ..
也就是.. ღ♡❤ Hitomi Of Beast ❤♡ღ
而不是 "倚天cue"..也不是 "屠龙cue"..
你们看戏看太多了..
我的cue这两支geng 好吗?? =.=

147..几时才轮到我打出147???
我一定会练到我打到为止..

因为你~~~~~

我买cue时..还认识了一个朋友..
patrick..他教了我蛮多东西..
还认识一个uncle咯..
uncle说..打球..球德也很重要..
还有.有的pot ball 就pot ball..
不要一直set snoo..=.=
呵呵..其实那个uncle说的很有道理..
我会铭记于心的..
谢咯..uncle..
我一定会努力打到更好的..
147..i'm coming~~~

好姐妹~~~

2009-05-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

今天跟两个好"姐妹"出去喝茶..呵呵..
我们去V&O..呵呵..
我驾车在她们去..
因为那只笨乌龟说没吃过那里的东西..
所以要去试试..
那我们就去那里咯..
笨乌龟说那里的细冰好喝..
然后我们就一人叫一杯咯..
我们叫了..芒果的..mocca的..葡萄的..
呵呵..不错咯..几好喝下..
可是笨乌龟说她那杯没有味道..呵呵..
我们也有叫吃的..
我们叫三样咯..然后share share吃..
她们很喜欢吃薯条咯~~~~
我们在那里聊了很久咯..
什么都了..
可是内容保密哦..
呵呵..因为太38了..呵呵..

那里还有一个uncle在吃东西..
老实说..他很娱乐我们咯..
他打喷嚏很大声..
弄到笨乌龟一直笑..
然后我看到她笑..我也忍不住笑..
还有一个人就一直看着menu偷偷笑..
哈哈..总之就是很好笑啦..

我们在那里聊了很久..聊到口都干了..
然后笨乌龟有叫了一个玫瑰花茶..
呵呵..
我们一直喝一直refill..
我们都喝到涨到要死..
几饱哦..呵呵..
我们在那里坐了很久..
也喝了很久..
不知不觉..时间就过了4个小时..
欢乐的时光总是过得特别快..
又要回家了..

老实说..
真的很怀念form5..
很怀念那时一起颠..一起疯的日子..
那时每天有那只笨乌龟..
想不开心都难..笨乌龟真是废到可以..更何况还有她..
我总算没有白过form5..
至少我疯过..曾经也走过..也试过..也做过..
那些轰轰烈烈的事..呵呵..
不过全都在我的回忆里了..

"好姐妹"..几时还要去喝??下次不要喝花茶了..
我会怕..呵呵..

"My SISTER"..hope we can close like dis forever..
no matter how long..no matter wat happen at the cuming day..
u two reli r the one who can have a "heart talk"
take care..
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER..

My PUMA SUADE~~~

2009-05-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

today juz buy one oo~~ hehe..

but i don wan the black shoestring..

i gonna change it to white colour..

so nice one..when dance so comfortable..

hehe..midvalley buy de..

2day i having my class early in the morning..hehe..

06.00am i wake up d..hehe..

den i go for class lo..

after sch..i go midvalley for find my PUMA SUADE..

hehe..my brother rexxie and his fren buy it d..

ah chua buy the red colour one..

den rexxie suggust me to buy the black colour one de..

becoz he say tat one nice..

i think tat red colour one also not suitable me..

i think becoz the size la..

when i wear tat..i feel weird..hehe..

and i got a red shoes d..hehe..

after i buy the shoes..

i find the white shoestring whole the midvalley lo..

but i cant get it..

i think i nid go cs juz can get it lo..

after tat i going back to home by KTM lo..

at the same time when i going back to home..

i saw a person sit at the another side of KTM station..

i knw tat ppl got see me too..

actually i saw her d..

but i saw her using a paper to cover her face..

like peeping on me..

i think she also recognise me one la..

hor?????

watever la..

tat is not important..

the important one i lose the change to care..

den u r the not important one..

den i wont care much on u..bleh^^

2moro i going back to jb lo..hehe..

so hapi..i can hold my cue again..

and dis time i bring alot dance stuff going back home..hehe..

include my shirt..my shoes..hehe..

happy happy~

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爱情不是我人生的全部..

但是我不能没有她..

因为她是我人生的味道..

爸爸给我的回忆..

2009-05-11T19:14:00.004+08:00

现在我好像活在空荡迂回的世界..
现在..我只想打桌球..跳舞..
还想要一个能静静陪我的人..你会陪我吗??

最近这几天..
我的脑海里不断闪过爸爸跟我以前的一些画面..
每一次想到时..我都会静静的流泪..
对我来说最深刻的是..
有一次..
爸爸在我补习回..
我还记得回的时候..爸爸还带我去买了一本Ering..
因为那时我超爱研究电话的..
所以我每个月都会去买..
买了..然后爸爸就在我回家咯..
当时是要到家了的..在红青灯的路口..
爸爸驾到算蛮快的..毕竟是直路嘛..
然后我就跟爸爸讲话咯..
爸爸一下没注意到前面车停..
当爸爸要斩brake时..已经来不及了..
然后爸爸知道motor翻定了..
然后他就用脚和手来顶住我..
之后motor真的翻了..
我和爸爸都跌在地上..
我只是小小的擦伤..而爸爸却扭到脚..
我的ering也擦到偏体鳞伤..
可见爸爸那时是跌倒很严重的..
之后我还问爸爸..要不要我载他回..
但是他还是坚持驾着motor回家..
爸..要不是你..那次我会跌到很严重吧..

如果下一次再跌motor..
可就没有人会再顶着我了..
因为我已经失去一个最疼我的爸爸..
他再也不会回来了..

昨天爸爸的灵牌上位..
我就要给爸爸跌告..
因为要问爸爸..他喜欢那个位子吗..
跌了两次..一个是笑杯..一个是圣杯..
外婆说..爸爸的意识是..
他很喜欢这个位子..在笑..所以笑杯和圣杯..

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当年..费长房骂天三声..
为被害死的娘..
为保贞节自尽的妻子..
他尚未出世的孩子..
真的..没有亲身经历过..
是无法体会这种刻骨铭心的痛的..

今天..我失去一这么好的爸爸..
难道天不知道我爸爸是个好人..
为什么酱就把他带走..
难道要逼我重演费长房的一切??
拜得神多自有神庇佑..是真的吗??
我爸可是很诚心拜神的..
可是..haiz..
天意弄人啊!!!!!!!!

My Razer Lachesis~~~

2009-05-01T11:42:00.002+08:00

Lachesis have a nice look and shape~~~

Lachesis like a snake tat live in a dark night..
especially i plying the midnight game~

hehehe..i like it~~~~~
i got buy the mouse pad too..i using goliathus..
the smaller one hehe..

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最近有个人..开始一点一滴的走进我的心..
最近有个人..让我漫无目的的心找到方向..
最近有个人..使我失去知觉的心重获感觉..
最近有个人..跟我一样相信摩天轮的传说..

那个人..那个人..那个人..
我的幸福摩天轮~~~~

幸福摩天轮~~~

2009-04-28T20:27:00.005+08:00

传说..
摩天轮的每个格子里..
都装满了幸福～～

当我仰望摩天轮的时候都可以看到幸福...
幸福有多高摩天轮就有多高..
当我们渴望得到幸福..
但又迟迟没有到来的时候..
试着坐在摩天轮上..
等待它漫漫升高直到夜的最顶端..
俯视所看到的一切..
其实我们所要的幸福都很简单..
从那里往下看人都很小..
我相信世界虽大..
但总有属于我的简单幸福..
所以当我感到不幸福的时候..
去坐摩天轮等待着所谓的幸福..
他们说眺望摩天轮的人其实都是在眺望幸福我..
要掌握自己的幸福..

传说..
摩天轮就是给恋人坐的..
传说..
摩天轮每转过一圈..
地球上就多有一对接吻的恋人出现..
传说..
摩天轮的每个格子里都装满了幸福..
摩天轮是为了和喜欢的人..
一起跨越升空而存在的..

传说..
坐上摩天轮就是幸福..
随着摩天轮渐渐转动..升起..
人们在脚下..变得渺小..

整个世界仿佛只有我和身边的人..
我们也就离神更近一些..
当摩天论转到最高处的时候..
虔诚的许下一个愿望..
那样,你的那个愿望就会被神听到..
如果神仙认为你是个好孩子..
那么你的愿望就会得以实现..

很喜欢这种美幻美沦的传说..
曾经不知道坐过多少次摩天轮..
却不知道那种美丽的传说是不是真的..
再次坐在摩天轮上..怀着这个美丽的愿望..
却不知道身边的这个人是否自己的传说..

摩天轮..
转动起来..那里是离星星最近的地方..
星星可以听见人心中的愿望..
然后帮助人们来实现..
所以坐在摩天轮上..
就等同于触碰到了幸福..
离希望最近的距离..

传说..眺望着摩天轮的人..
其实都是在眺望幸福..
摩天轮"缓缓"的看着世界..
我们痴痴的望着摩天轮..

摩天轮..
一直单纯的喜欢这三个汉字..
有一种让人幸福的感觉..
即使站在地上仰望..
也恍若置身于童话世界..
当它每转一圈..
世上就多了一对亲吻的恋人..
因为天使就在摩天轮上..
所以..它代表着幸福..

好美啊..这就是我的幸福摩天轮吗??
u get wat i mean?

ღ♡❤❤Feｒｒī$ＷｈeeＬ❤漩啭着噯情❤詠兂芷境❤❤♡ღ

City Square~~~~

2009-04-26T22:12:00.004+08:00

2day i go cs oo..
hehe..wake up early becoz i got sumthing to do..
2day i going cs by bus..
on the way to cs..
i saw some place is different d..got a little bit changing..
next week..i think TUESDAY i will going out again..
i wan go to Danga City Mall and go pelangi der for buying "mouse"..

Actually i wan go KIMGARY de..

but hor..i c the table in front the entry..

den i go other place eat le..KINSAHI..wahahahaha..

nice nice de salad hehe...

2day i go eat Kinsahi~

Finally join the member..b4 dis i lazy ask the waiter about dis..
Haha tat why~

Dis one hor..very exp lu..but i think dis one..

DELICIOUS LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i like read the book about the ghost story lu..

2day i go popular and but whole set of the ghost story..

becoz i'm lazy going popular for buy other part..hehe^^

Got 11 books oo~

i'm going to buy the "razer" or "steelseries" mouse at the coming TUESDAY..
hehe..
the razer one so sui..
the steelseries have a nice shape..but so ugly haha^^

anyway..2day i have a nice day..
Go cs so hapi and i eat alot delicious food..
esspecially tat 2 "octopus"..thx u..

Sapphire 纯净的蓝宝石..

2009-04-14T23:27:00.007+08:00

Sapphire 纯净的蓝宝石..

Sapphire is a very hard transparent material commonly used for "scratch-proof" watch glasses.

蓝宝石象征忠诚、坚贞、慈爱和诚实..

也代表着..“忠诚，希望与博爱”..

蓝宝石可使人免受罪恶的伤害..并且会带来好运气..

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Sapphire is commonly worn as jewelry..

Sapphire can be found naturally..

tat mean..it appear in my life b4..

but now is gone..

In the history..Sapphire is the birthstone for September..

But in my life..Sapphire r the one..

" Birthstone for End of the March"

since 2day..i'm not sure..

itiz i still got chance own back the gem..

i only knw..now i wanna dedicate one song for me..

"Fall For You"

Because tonight will be the night..

that i will fall for you..

Over again..Don’t make me change my mind..
Or I won’t live to see another day..

I swear its true..

Because a girl like you is impossible to find..

YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND~

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Everyone who got ur love..ur precious..

Muz cherish each other..

We donno how long the time will be 2gather..

but we muz use everysec to cherish each other..

when it's gone..only to be regret..

tat is little too late~

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Memories of sapphire..

will store in my heart forever..

i will rmb all those thing we have done..

although the memories contain a lot of sweet and suffer..

no matter how..i will do the best for my life..

becoz i knw..

CHANCE only for the person who have done the preparation..

i wishing at the coming day..

tat "GEM" will belonging by my side..

If let me choose again..

i wont be regret..i make the decision on the nite of 21/11/2008..u?

Sapphire 纯净的蓝宝石~

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Pcfair ~

2009-04-13T20:48:00.003+08:00

Steel series Siberia Neckband Headset..

Fuyooooo~

Almost RM400 wooo..abit exp..
but the sound effect and base sound reli damn nice~

Last sunday..i going pc wit mao and kallit..
so croud one nia..we walk at der about 2 round..
the first round we onli going for survey the price..
den we juz make the decision buy or not..
we are looking for the stuff about gaming haha..
miao looking the gaming mouse..
den i looking the music staff..tat why i buy the steel series neckband..hehe..
we both buy the steel series staff..
the gaming mouse not bad lu..
but..when we asking about the function of mouse..
tat staff tell us about the different of laser and optical mouse..
only the technology..
but..when mao test the mouse at home..
juz knw the shortcut of optical mouse unfunction..
after mao knw about tat..he getting madness..hehe..

we going pc fair until 07.oopm..so tired nia..
when i reached home..08.00pm adi..

tat steel Steel series Siberia Neckband reli damn nice lu..hehe..
i like it so much nia..eeeee..fuyoo..
can use for mp4 player also..
gaming, movie and music..all suitable..wooo..like it like it..

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"Wanna be ur lover wanna be your man..
我只希望给你多一点..
Can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend..
给你幸福每一天..
因为我want be your lover want be your man..
我只要你开心多一点给你幸福到永远~"

May i?

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想用一杯"Espresso"把我灌醉~

2009-04-11T20:21:00.004+08:00

Ice blended Espresso wit cream very nice lu..i like it so much..
when i fooling around at sunway pyramid..
i go buy it..haha..so nice so nice..

The first subject of exam finished d..
still got 4 subjects oo..the next subject on the next wednesday..
den saturday i can going back to jb lu..yeah..
when i rch jb..den i can go some place lu..haha..

Don knw why oo..last nite i cant fall assleep oo..
actually..i din slp lu..
sumthing like..slp..wake up..slp..wake up..
hehe..don knw why oo..
luckily..i din feel tired when having exam..

2day morning..sumone wake up at the same time wit me lu..hehe..
when i wake up from the dream..den i receive the msg le..
after tat i roiling in my blanket for awile..
den i wash up and going to sch..hehe..

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If raindrops mean I LOVE U..
and u ask me how much I LOVE U..

i will tell u : " It was a heavy rain.."

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u have a same mind wit me???

2009-04-08T15:27:00.002+08:00

"Florence"'s pronounce seem like "Florescence"
Florescence mean 花儿的绽放..

我要开始绽放属于我的幸福~
给你黑夜的光温暖的保护~
我要用力绽放哪怕沧海一栗~
那个开花结果的人会是我~

" Love muz depends on the fate and have mind of two person."

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我记得一句话..
"两个人在一起..要两个人同时达到共识..
而两人要分开..只要一个人决定就够了.."

tat is truth..no matter how much boy love the girl..
when the misunderstanding happen..
and the girl gv up and decide to break up at the same time..
even the boy try the best to anything..
tat is useless at all..
LOVE is under two persons..
or human r the toys of GOD..

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today i go view one fs profile..
sumone's feature fren edited..
tat screen let me do a final and permanent decision..
i wont be regret anymore..
becoz..i swear b4..
"别人对我好..我会对她更好..
要是别人对我不好..抱歉..我会用百倍来还她.."
tat is me..
my BROTHER and my true fren around me treat me so good..
so i will cherish dis gang BROTHER and my fren..

my final exam cuming..
now my table adi cover but note and paper..
omg..so mercy nia..i getting madness d..
the c++ progaming code..omg..
no matter how..i will try my best to do it..

after 2 weeks..i will going back to jb again..
dis juz a small break for me..one week only..omg..can longer ma..
i nid going back to do sumthing..
i think tat is important for me..

dis saturday..i hav my test..BM test..
hope the question be easy..
and sunday i will going pcfair wit my BROTHER..
tat gang which at KL one..
Miao, Kallit, Zifan and Sheng..
seriously..so long we din going out wit complete..10ppl..
so expect to it..
after 10years..20years..30years..40years..50years.....................
we can stick close like dis..
tat time..mayb all got their own family..
hard to spend the time for gathering..
but i knw we all still will spend the time out..rite guys?
tat time we still will dota_iNg?we will sitting in front of pc at KS?
no one knw it..becoz we don knw wat will happen at the coming sec..
BUT THE ONE ONLY I CAN SURE IS..
our heart will be linked..
dis wont be chg anymore..
since the day we be BROTHER..
"是兄弟的..就什么都不用说..
不是兄弟的..说再多也没用.."
u get wat i mean?
BROTHER FOREVER..

WatchiNg movie wit brother~

2009-04-05T11:25:00.004+08:00

Last nite..i going out watch movie wit brother..
we going cs watch Jackie Chan's "Shinjuku Incident"..
seriously la..i feel abit dissapointed for dis movie lu..
becoz dis movie lose alot "action scene"..
but the plot of movie is no bad one..
Jackie Chan still be a "dai lou" in movie..
but reli abit sienz when watch the movie lu..
i most like watch Jackie Chan's action movie lu..
Expect to the next movie of him..hehe..

Last nite..when we going to cs..
Dahao tell us sumthing..becoz recently cs not peace one..
Dahao say: "等下可以打就打..不可以就跑..电话联络.."
lol..Lim u got abit "can"!!!!
haha..anyway..the time with brother..very happy..

later 02.00pm..i going back to pj le..
one week gone so fas..haiz..
go back to pj..i nid to prepare to face my exam..
dad..i got abit scary to face dis sems's exam..
i din tell anyone of family..becoz i don wan let dem worry and dissappointed..

14days more..i will come back to jb again..becoz exam over d..
no matter how..jb is my hometown..my home at here..
no matter where am i going at the coming day..
at last i will coming back to jb..

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TIME WILL MAKE THING CHANGE..
BUT..WONT MAKE ME CHANGE..
NO MATTER HOW LONG..NO MATTER HOW LONG..

aNimal at jb now ~

2009-03-31T17:51:00.003+08:00

tat day i going out wit fren..we going klcc, sungai wang and timesquare..
seriously i juz try can meet "sumone"..but..
sry brother..i din tell u all about dis..
but i reli enjoy hang out wit brother..
no matter where am i..my brother always by myside..
dey din reject me at all..i will cherish dis gang brother forever..

u all got see dis tea? oldtown one..hee..
but hor..sumone put "sumthing" inside d lu..but still can drink la..haha..
"rainbow"..i will revenge..haha..

i at jb now..Jervis step on the jb land again..tat is a good feel..
erm..when i reach jb..i msg daha..den he ask me hang out..den he ask me okay?
den i answer :"i'm waiting ur car in front my house!!!!"
lol..macam steady..haha..
den we going out lu..we go find fat den go jusco yamcha..
lol..fat's shoes patah..so lucky one..den he go buy a new one lu..hehe..

b4 dis i still think about who r the one first i meet when i rch jb..
den i think the one not will b dahao..becoz he got sch..
last..the one first i meet still is my BROTHER..
hehe..i go dahao's shop buy a shelf also..for put the plate and cup..hehe..
fuiyo..tat "lancer" first time send stuff..haha..i feel so proud hehe..

2moro i going for pray my dad..now preparing sumthing and watching movie..
now i nid to go prepare the thing lu..if now i din go prepare the thing..
nite nite no hav time to do it lu..becoz later mayb will going out wit tch again..hehehe..

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"人往往要面对现实..
愿意或者是不愿意..
你都必须要去接受..
因为事实就是事实"

"i don wan b a angel..
i don wan b a devil..

i wan to be a JUDGE.."

一个感人の故事...

2009-03-24T18:44:00.008+08:00

一个感人の的故事..
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男孩很爱布儿..把她当宝一样..很疼她..
每次下雨时..男孩总是把雨伞撑在她身上..不让任何一滴雨滴布儿..
连自己的身子被淋湿了..嘴角都还是笑着的..
布儿很感动男孩为她做的一切..也很爱男孩那么的宠她..
布儿觉得自己好幸福好幸福~

某一天..男孩跟布儿散步..经过一个工地..突然之间..有块石头从高楼上跌了下来..
男孩马上紧紧地抱着布儿..
并将布儿の身体背转了过来..
男孩自己就倒在地上..而布儿就倒在男孩的身上..
这时候..那块石头也刚好砸到了布儿の额头..
布儿の额头流血了..整个额头都红红了..
布儿马上站了起来..一边哭..一边跑回家..
布儿对男孩感到非常的失望..因为男孩竟然没有帮布儿挡那块从高处跌下来的石头..
男孩的这个举动..让布儿感到非常非常的失望..

之后..男孩打电话给布儿..
布儿因为生气男孩..所以一直不接男孩的电话..
布儿甚至把自己的手机关了..丢进书包了..因为布儿不想再听到男孩打来的电话..
布儿把自己的房门锁上..自己一个人一直躲在房间里哭..什么也不去理..不去做..
就一直为男孩的那个举动感到难过..
就一直哭..一直哭..一直哭~~~~

直到...........

布儿の妈妈用钥匙..把布儿の房门打开..
并用很焦急的语气跟布儿说..

"布儿..男孩他的肺部被铁枝刺穿了肺部..
因没及时抢救而失血过多..离开了人世!!!! "

当布儿听到时..整个人都楞着了..
布儿一回过神来..就马上赶到医院..
布儿一赶到医院时..看到男孩的妈妈在男孩的床边..抱着男孩哭..
当时..男孩的头部..已经被那白色的被单盖着了..
当布儿看到这一幕式..
她完全不敢相信躺在她前面的就是那对她百般宠爱的男孩..
布儿鼓起勇气去掀开那白色的被单..
一看..
果然是男孩..布儿整个人都楞着了..
马上抱着男孩..一边哭..一边骂男孩..

"难道你忘记了吗?
是谁说过要照顾我一生一世的??!!
是谁说过要爱我一辈子的??!!
是谁说过不要让我一个人面对一切的??!!
是谁??!! 是谁??!! 是谁??!! "

当布儿抱着男孩说完这些话时..
男孩的手机..从床上跌了下来..
布儿把手机捡起来..布儿看到手机上还有一封信息..
布儿就看了看那信息..
手机银幕上写着....

"布儿..对不起..真的对不起..
当我看到插在地上的铁枝是..
我知道..我已经无法再帮你..
挡掉那块从上跌下的石头了..
布儿..被石头打倒..痛不痛 ?? "

男孩在临死之前..原本要把这封信息发给布儿..
可是..已经来不及了......

布儿抱着男孩的尸体痛苦..
布儿很想跟男孩说..她已经不生男孩的气了..
可是..已经太迟了..一切都太迟了..
男孩再也不会回来了..永远都不会了..

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相爱..一定要懂得包容..
爱一个人..一定要懂得珍惜那个人..
不要等到失去了..
才去后悔..不是每个人都承担得起这种 "后悔" の..

为自己所爱的人付出一切..
为自己所爱的人不断牺牲..
在旁人的眼里..
也许真的是太傻了..
可是人往往都因爱而傻..
就算是傻..为了自己爱的人..也都觉得是值得的..

换作是我..我也是会这样做的..真的..
因为我在爱情里..也是个很疼女友的傻瓜啊~

Truth from the bottom of my heart..

2009-03-24T11:31:00.003+08:00

the truth from the bottom of my heart..

tat day i chatting wit a fren during the midnite..

den from talk with her..i make sure i'm fall in love wit sumone..

becoz she say..

any title we chatting..i sure will talking about her..

becoz tat "her" filling all my mind oledi..

no matter wat happen at the coming day..

i will kept caring and worrying about "u"..

"u" r very cute one..each of ur gestures..hehe..

especially when "u" talking and fooling around..

waiting the miracle and depends the fate..

mayb..when "u" read the blog..

"u" also don knw.."u" r the one..

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<<傻瓜情人>>

你没说实话笑的很勉强 ..

仍对他念念又不忘..

关于你和他似乎有隐藏 ..

早已和从前不像..

你的好他已经不要忘了那美好时光他已把你推出旧相框..

亲爱的情人啊你笑我像个傻瓜你比我傻 ..

他把你遗忘了就像你对我这样快醒醒吧 ..

亲爱的情人啊把戒指快点收下别再想他..

>>>>>>>>我忍住泪水等着你回答..<<<<<<<<

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My Genting trips~

2009-03-22T11:45:00.022+08:00

Friday i going genting nia..long time din go der d..

Whole week i'm busy about assignment , quiz and test..so this weekend i juz wan relax..

other i don care lu..hehe..let me rest awile..too stress d..hehe..

i going genting with my uncle..den i meet my BROTHER der..i rch der earlier than my BROTHER..becoz one of dem got class until 04.00pm..nvm la..we r "Night stalker"..zzzz..

the photo which i taking in the car..

on the way to genting..

my cousin so hapi nia..hehe..

my grandmum~

My BROTHER rch der about 07.00pm..after tat we go fooling arond and take alot photo..

Me and brother get the champion of the game..after the game..
Den the staff take photo for us..
The game very fun and nice..the red laser shot here and der..D
en we nid walk through tat and done the puzzle..den juz win..
5mins only oo..but we done it..hehe..
兄弟齐心!!!!!!

only 76cm..wuwuwu..

2nite we slp here mea?

mao..my beg !!!
Me and zifan~head stand~

Kaalit..handsome d la..we at starbuck~

my ice-blended esspesso~nice!!!

we fooling around and i breaking der~
a lot photo nia..we plying whole nite..din slp nia..so tired..but happy lu..
we eat eat eat..ply ply ply..hapi nia..hehe..

Den next day 06.00pm i juz back from genting..tired ahh..super tired ahh..
when rch home..i think wan to take a nap..but i fall assleep d..hehe..
When i wake up..adi 09.00am d..den i saw my screen..zzzzz..10++ msn slot.zzzz..hehe.
Recently i got alot fren going genting nia..

Zhaojun..my kaimui..sweemum..hehe..sweemum still got take pic wit snake oo..eeee..cutie~

Going ply wit BROTHER so hapi nia..we ply whole nite and din slp..tired..hehe..but hapi hapi..
now we planning about next trip d..eeeeee..hapi and expect to it..

2moro sch again lu..08.00am til 09.00am..eeeeeeeee..tired nia..hehe..
now i go to watch movie d..hehe..bye lo~

Finally..a new blog..a new start of my life..

2009-03-18T02:40:00.002+08:00

Finally..i create a new blog for myself..
recently happen alot of thing on me..hapi one..sad one..emo one..stress one..watever..
i trust myself..i can face all of those thing..ntg can make me down..
like dahao say.." no matter wat happen..all brother will by my side"..
dahao..i gotchu this brother and this gang brother..in my life..i wont got regret..
when i nid help..u and dis gang brother always by my side and pull me..
if no..i don knw wat will happen..
like u say..we like got heart contact one..
when got anything happen we will knw it b4 it happen..jz we din mention it..
we r BROTHER..出生入死's brother..
we face many problem 2gather..(either one brother got problem..we will discuss and settle it 2gather)
we get madness 2gather..( hang out whole day..until midnite..even morning)
we show our style..( go other's home "swimming"..plan A , B , C )
we quarrel becoz stupid thing..( dota match )
and many many..this gang brother gv me alot of memories..
and i knw our BROTHER relation be FOREVER one..
since we decide be BROTHER..den i knw..this wont be chg d..this is our fate..
thx god..let me meet this gang brother..BROTHER I LOVE U..

And few week alot..i 和好wit one 16years de fren..not 16years old..is b fren about 16years..
b4 dis becoz sum stupid misunderstanding and make us din contact about 2years..
but i knw we got mention to each other all the time..
juz din show it out..becoz i knw our pattern same one..不服输..tat why lu..
but now we fren like b4 d..
this ppl gv me alot memories also..he tch me alot thing..
can i say..是他带"坏"我的..haha..but i enjoy of it..
first time take bus..he tch one..
ply cs..he tch one..
ply snooker..he tch one..
ply dday..he tch one..
ply dota..he tch one..
ride motor..he tch one..
reli ahh..dis guy 带"坏" me ahh..haha..although i'm a guy now..hehe..
i still rmb..when we study in kinder garden..
one times..he done his homework d..but i haven done yet..
den i erase his whole page homework..becoz i wan he doing it again wit me..
haha..16years's fren..i will cherish dis fren and my sG BROTHER..
and everyone around of me..thx u all..

can get back dis 16years's fren..itiz becoz one person help me?.....my dad..
dad..i love u..thx u do dis favour for me..
weeloon be sad about u gone.i knw tat..
but..dad thx u..reli..thx u..
now u gone..but i still nid to face my life..
dad i promise u..i will do the best..
u r my best dad FOREVER..
if let me choose..i wan b ur son again at next life..
dad i love u..i will care mum and didi..don worry..
dad..u juz pass the burden to me..
i will carry about it..
dad..mayb i'm not a filial son..i aplogize to u..i'm sry..
pls don forgive me..i'm sry..
dad i knw u always very sayang me one..
but now no more le..dad..i miz u..
dad..i knw..i juz can face the truth now..
becoz i can make it chg and i getting no choice..
but u don worry..i be sad becoz i lose a best father..
but i will b strong becoz i still nid to carry the burden of dis family..
dajiu and xiaojiu and other keep gv me support and help..
so..dad u don worry about dis..
i'm sure i can handle it..
dad..pls do me last favour..
PLS LET ME BE UR SON AT THE NEXT LIFE..PLS..
DAD I LOVE U..

*anyone read this post..pls pls pls..muz cherish anyone around u..
especially ur parent..
after read dis page..pls go hug and tell ur parent..u love dem..
becoz u all still got chance to do those kind thing..
but about me..i no have the chance to hug my dad anymore..
don waste any chance to 孝顺ur parent..
becoz if the chance gone..it wont come bac anymore..
pls mention it..
DAD I LOVE U..U WILL IN MY MEMORIES FOREVER..